Ugh

Personal rant

I feel like a total asshole right now.

My best friend just got back together with her boyfriend after they’d been broken up for about a month. It’s great because they’re super cute together and they love each other sososososososo much, and they’re, like, the fucking definition of true love and it’s amazing.

But then I look at my life and I realize that all of my relationships have been jokes. I’ve been used and abused and taken advantage of because I have so much love for other people that I give them the benefit of the doubt every time. I realize that I’ll always be alone, no matter what I do. I realize that I’m never going to find someone who loves me the way I love them.

And I feel like a huge jerk because I’m upset that my friend and her boyfriend got back together…because I’m jealous of them and what they have. And I know I’ll never have anything like that ever. Not one person has ever loved me. I’ve never felt that. And I was kind of glad when they broke up because I want people to feel the way I feel every day knowing that there’s no one who loves me.

And I feel like shit because I’m a terrible fucking person.

I’m awful because I want to drag people down to my level, even my best friend. Because I wasn’t upset when she had lost the person she cared about the most, and because I am now that she has him back.

God, I hate myself

whaleosaur:

I tried speed painting again 
//cries I suck at this

whaleosaur:

I tried speed painting again 

//cries I suck at this

nityael:

くわがた 『永遠 THE LIQUID GIRL』

newleafliterary:

arpeggia:

Libraries in Austria

Photo by Christoph Seelbach

Click on each image to see the location.

Let’s go to Austria!

grizzlykurtz:

witchesbitchesandbritches:

lifeundefeated:

Yea it’s clearly our “generation that’s making homosexuality a trend.” Seriously, pisses me off when people say that. look at this! It’s always been around, it’s not a trend, it’s real. It’s beautiful.

These are really beautiful images.

History Lesson: In America from about 1700-1920 there was a social rule that said that women did not have a sex drive. According to men, all women ever were asexual and only ever had sex because their husbands wanted it and as a good doting wife they would open up for him. That said, lesbians flourished in this time! Because it was believed that women did not have sex, when two women would share a house and finances together (called a Boston Marriage, look it up!) nobody thought anything of it. Because clearly they werent homosexuals since clearly women were incapable of being independently sexual. The more you know!

stupidstagram:

i love GIRLS and i love when girls LOVE THEMSELVES and i love when girls LOVE OTHER GIRLS and this is so AMAZING 

avocado-slice:

"I realize now that I was born to meet you"

"Good things come when we play together"

Official translations provided by Khara for 「THE KISS COUPLE’S」第13 号機 Ver. シンジ & カヲル line, jewelry targeted towards couples in case the name doesn’t make it obvious enough. These are sold in pairs, one blue (Shinji) and one purple (Kaworu), and form a heart when combined.

Gonna be available at Evangelion Store.

callmekitto:

from this headcanon with permission

im so glad

[commissions post]

lolitaspice:

if yah had te chance tu change yer fate, wood yeruuu

lolitaspice:

if yah had te chance tu change yer fate, wood yeruuu

Yup, I ended up editing Jupi. =u=;;; Much happier with this, but still not entirely taken. I might keep editing him as time goes along, but for now I’m done with the major changes.

Yup, I ended up editing Jupi. =u=;;; Much happier with this, but still not entirely taken. I might keep editing him as time goes along, but for now I’m done with the major changes.